| Monday, November 19, 2007 |
| Beyond my wildest dreams..^^ |
My dream just came to pass today^^.. after lunch, I sat at the staircase and thought to myself- hmm,.. my desire for business studies are slowly going down the drain, and I don't know how long my passion for cooking will last- then I asked God.."God, what is it You want me to do with my life? I know You want me to start the school and all, but it just seems too far fetched, especially with useless me.. Maybe what I really want and need is a rich guy who will do everything for me.. -but that's so not me." Then I looked down at Ryan and Noel in the living room downstairs and as I saw Noel walk about, picking up his shoes, bringing them into the middle of the hall and tried to wear them, my heart just melted.. awhhh.. I fell in love with those kids all over again^^ I asked myself- what am I becoming? A housewife? -how useless and depressing I would be! (no offense to all you housewives out there..) And I told myself- maybe this is a confirmation that I still have the heart for kids, and no matter what, my passion for them will never die off..
Then I thought to myself- ah, what the heck, I haven't said hi to them in a while now, and I guess it's okay to abandon my dissertation attempts and just get re-acquainted with them again.. So I went down to the hall and just sat there at the sofa- Noel, 1 (he's the youngest among my niece and nephews), and Ryan, 3, were watching Barney^^.. don't think they noticed me. Then I called Noel, "Hi, Noel.." then Noel looked at me and smiled, then he went to ride his toy car. Then, he realized who I was, abandoned his toy car, and half-ran into me and hugged me, saying, "Aunty~!!!" hehehe.. aih... my wishes just came true~^^ I'm so happy today- Noel just made my day! Normally, Caylie will do that when I come home or bump into her, but looked like Noel picked it up from her too.. lol! I'm just so happy- one of my childhood dreams just came to pass! I always wanted to run to kids and just hug them- especially orphans and all.. but this time.. well.. hahah.. I guess I never dared dream this far~
* tRUST & OBey the LORD * |
posted by Annire @ 9:18 PM  |
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